Hungover Days

Oh by golly what a holly jolly time I had last night. Seriouls i got white gilr wasted with that E&J, what you know about that Erk and zero Brandy, for some reason that it the only thing I can drink and take shots of and I don't feel like throwing up. Yes I'm a to bit hungover today, but what do you expect, we drank over a bottle. Sitting here though, in my bed, hungover, I started thinking of what a lucky girl I am. I'm so glad that my life is going great. There are some days that I just feel like the world is caving in, but my support system is ridiculously amazing. I have the best friends ever and I'm finally spending time with my mom, dad and grandma. If you asked me 5 years ago if I thought my life would be where it is now, I would of told you no way, because with my luck anything that can go bad, will go bad and anything that can go wrong will go wrong. This isn't the case, I have amazing friends, a family that I now speak to and I'm loving my life. I'm so thankful for the people that are in my life. I'm so grateful for the people that keep me going everyday and I'm so blessed to know that no matter what, everything will be alright! Cheers to hungover days.

This is exactly what it looks like

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

The love of my life is the love between friends.

 

It takes a long time to grow an old friend.

My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.

The best antiques are old friends.

When your looking for a friend don't look for perfection, just look for friendship.

Goodbye 2011...Hello 2012

 Live Love Laugh

Wow what a year, so much has happened that I honestly can't remember everything off the top of my head, lets' take it slow, here is my version of my 2011 recap:
January - Hmmmm wow actually I don't remember much in January except that I went to Catalina for one of my besties for her birthday. The obvious birthdays, but I can't name all of them every month so let's leave the birthdays out of it.
February - I turned 26, I had an awesome birthday with friend's my cousins came to visit from Chicago and Caitlin came to visit from Seattle. My ex came back into my life ; - (
March - I quit smoking cigarettes (I'm still smoke free), Caitlin stayed all month, we had a great time.
April - Caitlin left to go back to Seattle. That was a sad day. Ummm yay to 420 lol
May - Seriously going back remembering things from a year ago is difficult...hmmmm what happened in May, seriously I know something happened.
June - Woot Woot San Diego Pride <3
July - Summer fun at the beach on the 4th of July with some friends...Big Brother with Chris and Arline.
August - Dang it...something awesome happened in August too lol
September - Said goodbye to my ex for good ; - ) Started going out more and meeting new people.
October - Halloween at Wendy's house. Food, Drinks and great company.
November - Heck yeah Conan Show with Tahnny. Thanksgiving...even though my year was not perfect, I am so thankful for all the new people I've met, new friendships that blossomed and friendships that grew stronger. I'm so grateful for everyday.
December - Company Christmas party, it was a blast. Ice skating, Becky got her house <3 All in all the year ended with amazing people and I can't wait for the new memories that 2012 brings, as it is, the year has started out fantastic!

"Live without pretending, Love without depending, Listen without defending, Speak without offending."

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life. It goes on."

"Life is short, live it. Love is rare, grab it. Anger is bad, dump it. Fear is awful, face it. Memories are sweet. Cherish them"

"Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change."

"Happiness keeps you sweet, sorrows keep you human, life keeps you humble, success keeps you glowing, but only God keeps you going."

Peace

Love

Respect

In the words of...me

It's that time of the year, it's the holiday season. The time where you get to see friends and family and be thankful that you have them in your life. I mean you should be thankful everyday, but for some reason we love our family more during the November/December month. Anyway that was just a random thought that I wanted to write. I also wondered to myself who actually took the time to sit here and read what the hell I am writing, honestly I don't think that I write anything exciting, just those random thoughts that I have in my head. Speaking if random thoughts I found myself a new favorite card game and it's called Skip-Bo, I now want my own deck for Christmas. Have I mentioned how excited I am about 2012. I really see myself changing, well that's the goal. I want to start looking at life a little differently, I need to make sure that I take care of me first. That is so much easier said than done though because I genuinely like helping people, we need to help each other out. Ok well I am just rambling now listening to Jason Mraz, I don't want to start getting emo...bye.

Life is a roller coaster...so enjoy the ride!

Well well well I tend to forget I have a blog to write in. Jeez what a month November was...have I mentioned how I can't wait for 2012, I'm convinced that 2012 is going to be my year, I mean it has to be right? It needs to be, 2010 and 2011 were so crappy that nothing but great things can happen for 2012. I'm excited for the new year...I plan on making more changes in my life. I don't want to mention what those changes are yet, but I need to make sure that I focus and meet my goals. I have so much that I want to do and plan, I definitely want to take a vacation in 2012, not just a driving kind of vacation, but a vacation that takes multiple hours on a plan and thousands of miles away from the San Fernando Valley. I want to get away, maybe somewhere tropical? I love where I'm at, but man I want to get away every once in a while...speaking of getting away...Becky moved with the kids last week. She bought a house and moved, I'm so proud of her and her accomplishments, I can't wait to see the house. Okay well I think I'm done writing in my diary. I'll think of updating more often.

I didn't sell out...I bought in.

It's been a while since I've blogged anything, I've just been trying to keep  myself occupied. I go out, have fun with my friends and I've even started talking to other guys again. I forget how one person can drag you down. No more going down for me, it's time to look at the bright side, no matter what. Sometimes I forget how simple life can be and I swear it's me who makes it complicated, I know I'm going to forget again how simple my life could be, but at least I remember that with life, just the fact that I made it another day is a blessing because there are so many other people in the world that doesn't have what I have and that is a loving and caring back up system. My family and friends always pick me up when I am down, support me when I'm feeling weak and remind me that I can do anything that I put my mind to and I just have to go for it. My family and friends helped make the strong person I am today and without them I would not be as independent as I am now. They help me realize that to make the change I want and need I need to start with myself, but it doesn't hurt to have a little help getting to the top. With that said I am so blessed to be where I am today and I am so grateful and thankful for all the greatness and wonderful people around me. Life is good. God is good. C'est la Vie!

Nice to meet you

So it's been about 8 years since I've actually dated, being with the same guy for almost 10 years can definitely cause a dating disability. I feel like a 16 year old trying to set up dates with people. I'm so lost and confused, do I pay? Do they pay? I mean goodness, times are so politically correct, I may be a woman, but I can afford my own darn meal. Anyway so I finally got to experience an outing last Saturday, I was nervous at first, but that ended really quick when I met the guy and the first thing he says to me is "I got us a blunt". It's as if this guy knew me and he knew that I was nervous and all I needed was some Mary Jane in my life. Anyway, we had a great time, I enjoyed his company and he even texted me later that evening about the good time he had as well and how we should do it again. Of course I said yes, I had a nice experience the first time why wouldn't I do that again. We were suppose to meet last night again, but our work schedules are so opposite and on top of that he lives 20 mins away and with traffic it can take longer (the downfall on seeing/dating guys without a car) so I didn't want to drive all the way to him just for an hour or so. We ended up leaving our conversation with “let’s reschedule", so do I call or text him or should I wait for him to contact me? Anyway...not sure what to do, again this scene is new for me and I guess at 26 I'm just testing the dating waters...Good luck Jammers!